cause love is free and life is cheap...: Archive

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drinking my weight in peppermint tea hoping it makes my nausea ease and i will be able to eat something. at the moment i can’t even look at food let alone touch it without wanting to throw up.

Feb 28th

trying to work out if getting dressed and going to rest at Ben’s for a couple of hours is worth it ,or do i just stayed curled up on my bed in the dark alone….. bleh

Feb 28th

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So tired of feeling nauseated constantly!!!!

Feb 28th

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staying in my pj’s all day today.

Feb 28th

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Feb 27th

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Feb 27th

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Feb 27th

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serenading my dog with the Muppets soundtrack

am i a maaaaannnnnnnnnnnn or am i a Mupppppppppppet!!!!

Feb 27th

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Feb 27th

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Monday morning, comes a crawling in From another...

this morning i don’t feel too bad - which means i am in a lot of pain and struggling but not as bad as i could be- any way it’s 2pm and i’ve only been up since 12 and i have been productive i emptied the dishwasher and refilled it i ate lunch i have rung the hospital and got my first physio appointment , a week on Saturday i have rung the Vets too and got my dog in for an...

Feb 27th

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Feb 26th

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wab-wad replied to your post: how do i stop myself feeling so nauseated ? Peppermints and peppermint tea tend to be good to settle your stomach thank you sweetie , i own a load of peppermint tea maybe i should start drinking it :)

Feb 26th

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how do i stop myself feeling so nauseated ?

Feb 26th

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i am going to start aiming towards...

a happy bright simple life going to be harder than it sounds

Feb 26th

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fighting Fibro

i’ve had a good few days, and trying to not let my fibro get in the way. my body is very painful but not letting it stop me. spending my Sunday helping the rents do some gardening and cleaning outside.

Feb 26th

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Feb 24th

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Feb 23rd

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Feb 23rd

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swimming...

today after it being suggested by my hospital consultant two weeks ago. i finally went swimming with Benjamin. i did better than i thought i would, we mainly did walking along in the water , but towards the end he had me kicking my legs and nearly swimming. which is fantastic for me as i used to be terrified of the water . i kind of can’t wait to go again next week.

Feb 23rd

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today i am going swimming… under doctors requests. i don’t swim which is the problem, i am a nervous wreck at the idea of swimming, but Ben is taking me and hopefully he will relax me and make me see that it is not that bad.

Feb 23rd

i've had a good day today :-)

Feb 22nd

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Feb 22nd

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Feb 22nd

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i've just applied for a job.

it’s weird.

Feb 22nd

going through the photo’s of me on Ben’s laptop… i look so different a year a go!

Feb 22nd

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Feb 22nd

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bed time

Feb 21st

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dabigbangtheory replied to your post: head hurts neck hurts eyes starting to sting i… i hope you feel better . as much as i appreciate your kind words. feeling better is going to be rare due to it being a Chronic illness and i will pretty much always be ill

Feb 21st

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Feb 21st

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head hurts neck hurts eyes starting to sting i feel nauseated feeling cold got to take more meds soon , just want to scream and sleep

Feb 21st

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Today has been so odd!

i went to bed at 8pm last night and woke up at 12 noon today. That’s about 15 hours sleep. i dragged myself out of bed and forced my pills and a yogurt down my throat.Then i went back upstairs to read , i slept from 2-3pm. mum came home from work and we went for a walk to the local Tesco, which seemed to lick me into gear. once home through all the pain, and very severe brain fog i managed...

Feb 21st

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i can not face taking one more tablet. i swear i can feel them in my stomach , i feel sick.

Feb 21st

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